My life particularly, is one of successive experiments. Things like fine-tuning my own energy field to see if I could firstly exist in harmony on all levels of my own being and hence have no hungers. Fine-tuning myself according to Universal Laws so that I experience Grace constantly rather than randomly; fine-tuning myself in the Matrix so that I enhance all and am enhanced by all; experimenting with the flows of unconditional love for myself and others; experimenting with the ‘let go and just flow’ idea, the ‘be fully present in the moment’ reality and so much more. This led me to the ‘Beingness’ game of Divine Perfection and Divine Marriage where retiring into India seems like such a good idea, especially when I am there. And yet for those of us in fulltime selfless service it is not about us, it is about the totality of human consciousness here, now, of which we are all a part. We are here, now, breathing together, living together, experimenting and fine-tuning together – consciously or not, each one seeking different experiences and enjoyments from the web of life that holds us all.
I have found that when we celebrate our differences we unify with each other in a field of appreciation that is unparallel to the alternative we have known. The field of gossip and judgment perpetuates loneliness and separation and fear, and yet when we seek to understand what another appreciates about their own way of life, and when we take the chance to see their life and the beauty of their culture though their eyes, this action and choice can eliminate feelings of both fear and separation and bond us deeply.
I have come to understand that the web of love – that passes through all life – has been imprinted by all kingdoms through all time. Hence all knowledge is held in this matrix and what we focus on we draw out of this invisible inner plane web into the visible world. How we view or experience this matrix is always a changing panorama that reflects the expansion or contraction of our own consciousness. We can feel and see the discordant rhythms in the fields that pulse there as a reflection of the dominant consciousness of humankind, and the status quo belief systems, or we can refine ourselves further into subtler realms and see and feel a new beat altogether.
All of it depends on what we hunger for. - Jasmuheen